A part of me died.


My life can never be perfect.

I gained something but I lost something I cherish even more.

Still trying to absorb all the info.
Still thinking if it’s able to be salvaged.
I don’t know what to do nor think.

I’m filled with rage and sadness. I don’t fucking know which to feel first.

Thanks for marking a joyful day as a day I will have to grieve for a decade’s worth of friendship.

You have almost a perfect life, perfect husband, perfect family who will take the time to listen to your rants, complains, feelings and thoughts. The only people I share all those with are my friends.
I don’t know I’m typing this base on rage or sorrow.
I’m in the middle of everything right now.


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