I am trying to convince myself that people accepts me for who I am.
I am trying to convince myself to believe that people can accept me for me.
I am soon-to-be convinced by my own thoughts that everyone is accepting me for who I am.
Or maybe, I’m just in denial.
I don’t know what to think.
I want to believe that people like me for me, not me being not me.
I want to believe that people can accept who I really am and not me putting up a false front.
I know who I really am and what I can become for the sake of other people.
But, wouldn’t that also be in denial?
Is being considerate somehow an act of denial?
Being considerate by behaving like another person to be accepted by others – an act of denial?
Self-acceptance versus Social-acceptance.
Which is more important?
Questions, questions, questions.
When can I ever get an answer?
Give me an explanation about God then I’ll start believing.
It’s time I believe in something, especially in need to believe in myself.
What’s the first step in believing myself?
From what I can conclude, it’s back to where the questions came from – Convincing myself.